I have a bad dream last night, I saw myself looking super duper old and dying and no one’s there but me. What a nightmare! So scary!

I don’t want to grow old and be like that. I want someone to look after me even if it is a private nurse or whatever. It’s really a wake-up call. I need to find someone or to take care of myself. Taking care of myself means stability in life. I need to have an insurance like what my Aunt did, so that I’ll have a secured future. My Aunt have a no exam life insurance for her future. A no exam insurance is also a good thing because there will be no hassle to do physical examination. After seeing myself like that, even if it’s just a dream, I’m seriously going to take care of my future.

My cousin will be celebrating his birthday tomorrow. He’s a graduating student (6th Grade) so it’s a double celebration -graduation and birthday. He will be celebrating his birthday at their resort and all his classmates and teachers are invited. Of course, we will be going to.

My Aunt told me that he’s asking for ps3 as a gift. She bought it yesterday and she’s really happy that her son like it so much. Can’t wait to see them tomorrow. I’m sure we will all have a blast!

I just saw a picture of my friend in FB and I was shock to see how old looking she become. Her face have wrinkles and I’m like she’s too young to have wrinkles. We’re only in our late twenties and she looked like my Aunt’s age, no offense meant.

After seeing her picture, I became really worried and felt kinda panicky. Thank God, I don’t have wrinkles yet! Wew! But I’m still looking for wrinkle cream though, just in case I need one.

My BFF is having a problem with her hair. She’s losing a lot of hair and even if she’s just shampooing only every other day, she’s still losing a lot of hair. She’s worried because she will have a beautiful wedding soon and styling her hair might be the biggest problem.

My BFF and I have Googled for vitamins for hair loss and I really hope that this will help her. We’ve been dying to try the different hairstyles that we saw in the wedding mags. A healthy hair is what she needs so I’m really keeping my fingers crossed that she’ll not have hair loss anymore.

I’ve been dieting for ages, kidding, it’s just a few months ago but it seems like ages. I’m getting lazy again and I really need help to lose weight fast to motivate myself to continue dieting. I seriously need to move my body before I become too lazy to continue this losing weight thing.

My friend is also having the same problem as mine and she’s already researching for diet supplements that work to help her lose weight fast. I just really hope that’s it’s really effective so I could use one, too.

Summer time means skin starting to get oily and it’s gonna break-out. Eeew and super scary! My friend is beginning to have that kind of skin problem and she’s totally freaking out because she doesn’t want her acne to come back. Who would want acne, right? She’s looking for natural acne solution because she doesn’t like to try other creams.

I really hope I will not have skin problem this summer. I wanna go to the beach without having to worry about my face looking like a ripe tomato.

I’m doing ab crunches for the past several days and I noticed that I’m losing weight but still my tummy area is my biggest problem. It’s still kinda bloated and whenever I wear something fitted, it’s not a good sight – front and back. My friend recommended a kymaro body shaper so I’m going to look for one. I really hope this will give me an illusion of a sexy body. A body without bulge, that would be a treat!

I just saw the movie Up in the Air yesterday and it’s a nice film. Of course, George Clooney is a hottie even if he is old. Anna Kendrick is soooo lucky because almost the entire film, she’s always with George Clooney.

I also like the character that he’s portraying in the film. Ryan Bingham (George Clooney) is a man who makes his living traveling to workplaces around the United States and conducting employee layoffs for bosses too cowardly to do it themselves. Ryan also delivers motivational speeches, using the analogy “What’s In Your Backpack?” to extol the virtues of a life free of relationships with people and things. He relishes the comfort of anonymity during his perpetual travels. Ryan’s personal goal for his life is to achieve ten million frequent flyer miles (a feat managed only six times previously, according to Bingham). -Wikipedia.

I like that lifestyle – always on the go. If I had my way, I would really like a job that would make me travel the world. By the way, while watching the movie, I’ve noticed how beautiful his luggage and it’s like he’s carrying nothing at all. I told my sister that we should buy one so everytime we travel, we travel in style and comfort. I will search for luggage sets so we could buy one immediately. Have a happy weekend everyone!

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Last Monday at around 2:30A.M. I just finished reading The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks. My eyes got puffed and sore from crying. Oooh the books really sad but there’s so much lesson that you can learn from it. It will also makes you reminisce to your rebellious days.. Aside from A Walk To Remember, this is another Nicholas Sparks’ fave of mine.

From Wikipedia
The Last Song is a 2009 novel by American author Nicholas Sparks. The Last Song is Sparks’ fifteenth published novel, and was written specifically as the basis for the film adaptation by the same name. It was released on September 8, 2009 by Grand Central Publishing. The story revolves around the summer of Ronnie Miller’s seventeenth year, during which she is sent to stay with her estranged father. Through their shared love of music, the duo reconnect.

This is a good book for rebellious teenagers or those with issues with their divorce parents. I really hope that the movie is as good as the book. Keeping my fingers cross!

A while ago while watching there’s a weird thing that happening to our television, our TV or rather the show that we’re watching is zooming in and out of the tube. This is really a premonition to buy a new one. LOL!

Actually my sister is really going to buy a Plasma TV this week and I’m dying to see it. A Plasma TV – so cool! We will also buy a plasma mount for it. A new TV and a new stand, wow, happiness! I’m also looking forward for a new and stylish room, in my dreams! LOL!

It’s already summer time here in the Philippines. When you go out it’s so hot that it feels like the sun is just a few inches away from you – right, that hot!

I’ve been looking forward to our family vacation, same as my Aunt in the states. She and my Uncle are looking forward for the summer. They’re planning to buy a house near the beach and they’ve been looking forward to retire there. My Aunt is telling me about Palos Verdes foreclosures last night. It’s a place near the beach which they love. I hope I can visit them when they bought the house. I miss them so much. I really wish I could visit or stay with them during vacation. That would be lots of fun!