I’m having wedding nightmares! My bestfrieng is getting married and I’m gonna be her maid of honor. This is my first time to be a maid of honor and it’s not that big deal except that I’m having nightmares wearing gowns! Don’t get me wrong, I love gowns, I love stylish clothes but unfortunately I cannot wear them – yet.
I’m huge as in fat and I’m sick of it! I want to be skinny and it is sooo hard to be one! I’m like dieting today, exercise tomorrow then eat like a pig the next day. It’s always a cycle and I can’t help it! I need determination, to focus but it’s really hard..
