On the 18th, I’ll be another year older and it’s kinda weird feeling. I’ll be 28 and it’s not that fun to hear that in just 2 to 3 years, you’ll be out of the calendar. Hay, just thinking about it makes me really sad. It’s like 27 years had passed and I’m not really satisfied or contented with where I am right now. Oh well, past is past and I have to move forward and do something with my life. I just wish that I’ll be more productive, that I’ll stop being a hermit and be with my friends. That I will always dwell on positive things and just enjoy my life always to the fullest.

Wish, wish, wish… One, two, three.. Blow!

Yesterday, I visited my friend’s condo unit and I had a headache afterwards. Her condo is too bright, too sunny! It will make your eyes blur from squinting. I get it that she wants a sunny room but I still told her to look for blinds or wood blinds to complement her decors.

She told me that she will really buy one soon. That made me happy because I don’t have to squint everytime I’ll come to her place. Her condo unit is very nice and pretty especially at night but in the morning (for the meantime), you have to bear the brightness. Her place is really too sunny!

A few weeks from now, the Grade 6 students and 4th year high school students will celebrate their Graduation day. I still remember the day that I graduated in high school. It was the most memorable one because while singing the graduation song my friends and I were crying. I felt really sad because I know things will change. I mean, it’s like ready or not, you have to be mature to look after yourselves in College. Another reason that I cried was because I know how much I’ll miss my friends whom I had been with for the last 10 years (6 yrs. in Grade school and 4 yrs. in HS) of my life.

Reunion with HS friends

They always say that it’s just the beginning which is true because after HS, everything has change and it felt like you’re starting to walk again. College life is difficult. You will meet different types of people, some of them you’ll love and the others, well… In College, you’ll also experience rebellion against your parents, being too sensitive, and you just want to be alone. In short, The world sucks and you super – duper hate it!

Well, I’m okay now and really, it’s just a dark phase in your life and you’ll survive it. Recently we had a HS reunion and we had so much fun. We are all professionals now – some were married and have kids, but the fun is still like you’re in HS. To all those who will graduate, don’t worry you’ll survive and your friends will still be around no matter what.

My Aunt called last night and she talked non-stop about my cousin who’s sooo excited for their vacation. Mayumi, my 7 year old cousin is super happy and excited on their trip to Disneyland in Orlando, Florida. My Aunt told me that Mayumi kept on asking about the trip and how she’s really looking forward to see Disneyland. I told my Aunt to send us pictures to their Orlando vacations and she told me that she’ll happily send it to us.

Mayumi’s so lucky! In a few days I’ll be 28th and I have not even ride a plane! Pathetic, right? Oh well, I told my sister that this year we really have to save money so we could travel and guess what’s the first place that I’ll go to? Disneyland, of course! I may not be able to go to Disneyland in Orlando but I’ll definitely go to the one in Hongkong. Ahh, that’s really my dream.

I have a bad dream last night, I saw myself looking super duper old and dying and no one’s there but me. What a nightmare! So scary!

I don’t want to grow old and be like that. I want someone to look after me even if it is a private nurse or whatever. It’s really a wake-up call. I need to find someone or to take care of myself. Taking care of myself means stability in life. I need to have an insurance like what my Aunt did, so that I’ll have a secured future. My Aunt have a no exam life insurance for her future. A no exam insurance is also a good thing because there will be no hassle to do physical examination. After seeing myself like that, even if it’s just a dream, I’m seriously going to take care of my future.

My cousin will be celebrating his birthday tomorrow. He’s a graduating student (6th Grade) so it’s a double celebration -graduation and birthday. He will be celebrating his birthday at their resort and all his classmates and teachers are invited. Of course, we will be going to.

My Aunt told me that he’s asking for ps3 as a gift. She bought it yesterday and she’s really happy that her son like it so much. Can’t wait to see them tomorrow. I’m sure we will all have a blast!

I just saw a picture of my friend in FB and I was shock to see how old looking she become. Her face have wrinkles and I’m like she’s too young to have wrinkles. We’re only in our late twenties and she looked like my Aunt’s age, no offense meant.

After seeing her picture, I became really worried and felt kinda panicky. Thank God, I don’t have wrinkles yet! Wew! But I’m still looking for wrinkle cream though, just in case I need one.

My BFF is having a problem with her hair. She’s losing a lot of hair and even if she’s just shampooing only every other day, she’s still losing a lot of hair. She’s worried because she will have a beautiful wedding soon and styling her hair might be the biggest problem.

My BFF and I have Googled for vitamins for hair loss and I really hope that this will help her. We’ve been dying to try the different hairstyles that we saw in the wedding mags. A healthy hair is what she needs so I’m really keeping my fingers crossed that she’ll not have hair loss anymore.

I’ve been dieting for ages, kidding, it’s just a few months ago but it seems like ages. I’m getting lazy again and I really need help to lose weight fast to motivate myself to continue dieting. I seriously need to move my body before I become too lazy to continue this losing weight thing.

My friend is also having the same problem as mine and she’s already researching for diet supplements that work to help her lose weight fast. I just really hope that’s it’s really effective so I could use one, too.

Summer time means skin starting to get oily and it’s gonna break-out. Eeew and super scary! My friend is beginning to have that kind of skin problem and she’s totally freaking out because she doesn’t want her acne to come back. Who would want acne, right? She’s looking for natural acne solution because she doesn’t like to try other creams.

I really hope I will not have skin problem this summer. I wanna go to the beach without having to worry about my face looking like a ripe tomato.

I’m doing ab crunches for the past several days and I noticed that I’m losing weight but still my tummy area is my biggest problem. It’s still kinda bloated and whenever I wear something fitted, it’s not a good sight – front and back. My friend recommended a kymaro body shaper so I’m going to look for one. I really hope this will give me an illusion of a sexy body. A body without bulge, that would be a treat!

I just saw the movie Up in the Air yesterday and it’s a nice film. Of course, George Clooney is a hottie even if he is old. Anna Kendrick is soooo lucky because almost the entire film, she’s always with George Clooney.

I also like the character that he’s portraying in the film. Ryan Bingham (George Clooney) is a man who makes his living traveling to workplaces around the United States and conducting employee layoffs for bosses too cowardly to do it themselves. Ryan also delivers motivational speeches, using the analogy “What’s In Your Backpack?” to extol the virtues of a life free of relationships with people and things. He relishes the comfort of anonymity during his perpetual travels. Ryan’s personal goal for his life is to achieve ten million frequent flyer miles (a feat managed only six times previously, according to Bingham). -Wikipedia.

I like that lifestyle – always on the go. If I had my way, I would really like a job that would make me travel the world. By the way, while watching the movie, I’ve noticed how beautiful his luggage and it’s like he’s carrying nothing at all. I told my sister that we should buy one so everytime we travel, we travel in style and comfort. I will search for luggage sets so we could buy one immediately. Have a happy weekend everyone!