Last Saturday, I had so much fun. My highschool friends and I had a reunion and we really really had a blast! Before the day of the reunion I was kind of anxious to attend because I’m still biggie and I’m really shy about it. Seeing my friends though made me feel at home so anxious-shy-me is gone! We chatted nonstop, laugh like there’s no tomorrow and of course, we took pictures as remembrance. I really had a great time!

Finally the photos were uploaded to facebook and to my horror – I look like a cow!!! Okay, I’m exaggerating but seeing myself sooo big is horrible. A girl in our batch is bigger than me but in pictures I look bigger than her! So horrible! Those pictures is an eye-opener, I need a quick weight loss program or something that would help me become skinny fast! Sigh! I really hope that next time we’ll see each other again, I’m not the fat lady anymore. Help!

My friend’s house had been robbed! Imagine the horror that she experienced when she saw all her things scattered around the house. Thank God she’s not in the house when that horrible thing happened because thinking about it – she might get hurt or even more!

After the state of shock, she found out that a lot of her stuffs were gone. All her jewelries, money, iphone and other important gadgets or things that she bought with her hard earned money. I told her to get a home security systems because this gadget will protect her house or better yet – will protect her. She told me that she really intend to get one asap! She already reported the incident to the police and I wish, really wish that the robber will be found soon!

I chatted with my cousin Kurt yesterday and we were talking about his friend. His friend is a nice guy but he got involved in a crime. Kurt’s friend had a girlfriend and the girl is a flirt. She always hit on other guys eventhough she already had a boyfriend. Kurt’s friend caught her on the act and because of extreme anger, he accidentally killed the guy. Now the family of the guy had filed a murder case against him. Kurt’s friend hired an Oklahoma City lawyer to look on his case.

This is a sad news, a disturbing news actually because if not for his girlfriend, he will not go to jail. I really don’t get it, why do men fall for flirty women? Is it because of their bodies? C’mon that’s stupid or does it really mean that women are just more intelligent than men? I’m really disturb.

I’m having wedding nightmares! My bestfrieng is getting married and I’m gonna be her maid of honor. This is my first time to be a maid of honor and it’s not that big deal except that I’m having nightmares wearing gowns! Don’t get me wrong, I love gowns, I love stylish clothes but unfortunately I cannot wear them – yet.

I’m huge as in fat and I’m sick of it! I want to be skinny and it is sooo hard to be one! I’m like dieting today, exercise tomorrow then eat like a pig the next day. It’s always a cycle and I can’t help it! I need determination, to focus but it’s really hard..

My bestfriend will marry this year – on May to be exact. She’s very busy with the wedding preparation and because of that she’s neglecting her skin. She’s prone to acne and sadly it’s all coming back to her face again.

The other day she’s in a huge panic when she saw her face. There were pimples on her cheeks and forehead. She’s asking for my help and of course, as her maid of honor, I want her to be the most beautiful bride ever! I made a research, asked some friends and they told me about Proactiv solution. I told my bestfriend about thisproactiv solution. I hope this will help her with her skin problem. hay, pimples / acne sucks!

My friend Rachel is pregnant. She’s almost on her third month and she’s not ecstatic about it. Sad. She got pregnant by her boyfriend who doesn’t have any plans of whatsoever to her. Another thing is that her family doesn’t know yet. Poor girl!

Lately, she’s been so stressed out that she’s vomiting non-stop. We, her friends, are worried because she’s always feeling sick and she’s becoming too skinny. I hope that her boyfriend will be a man enough to take care of her. I also pray that she will get a lot of support from her family once they found out. Rachel is one of my closest friend in school and as her friend, I hate to see her sooo troubled and always space out. I hope to see again the Rachel that I’ve known very soon.

I opened my Facebook yesterday and I read from my highschool classmate’s wall that he’s asking for prayers because one of our classmate (his buddy) had a car accident the other night. Poor guy! I hope he recovers fast and he’ll be okay soon! I also pray that he had a car insurance to cover the bills because we experience one and it’s not-so-good news if you don’t have an insurance.

My cousin had a car accident a few months ago and it’s really a mess. All the bills had piled up – hospital bills and car repairs. After that accident, it had opened our eyes to get an insurance for everything. Now, my cousin had finally got a car insurance and it’s a good thing because he no longer worries for car accidents/repairs anymore. It’s nice to have an insurance, it’s like having a security blanket that makes you worry no more!

I am an addict! My gosh, I’m an addict with FB games! I can’t stop playing which is really bad because it’s eating a lot of my time! Lately, I’m also becoming lazy and all I can think about is how to level up or how to get more coins… Hay, need to wake up and comeback to reality. I need also to remember that laziness or spending so much time playing will not do me any good! And speaking of coins, I think I need a lot of that in reality especially now that Christmas is just around the corner.

Will somebody please shout “Earth to Phoebe!!! Wake up and do your job!” Stop playing FB games and be productive!”

My friend Nibby called the other day and she told me the bad news about her dad. Uncle Bon (Nibby’s dad) suffered a heart attack and was hospitalized for almost a month. That is sooo sad. I also scolded Nibby for not telling me about it, I could have visit or do something to help her…

Nibby told me that it was so chaotic and she didn’t tell me since she knows how I hate going to the hospital since mom died but I told her it’s different. Yes, I hate going to hospitals but visiting her dad and comforting her family is exemption to the rule. I also learned that the insurance of her dad had save them from paying the hospital bills. After we talked, I called my Aunt Cara and told her about Nibby”s dad. My aunt is Nibby’s godmother and their families are good friends. She’s shocked about the sad news and asked about Uncle Bon’s health and about the family. We chatted for a while then I told her how I realized the importance of having an insurance. She told me that she and her hubby are searching for term life insurance quotes that night. She asked about everybody then after learning that everyone’s fine, we finally said goodbye.

Having an insurance is really important so I think I also need to search for one. Bye for now!

My friend is very pretty but now she’s having an acne attack due to bad weather. Yup, we have the same problem – bad weather = bad skin but her face is worst! She already have acne and that makes her soo irritable most of the time. Well, who wouldn’t? A pretty face with clear skin but now have acne, yikes! :undecided

She’s also been doing a research about acne and how to treat it. It’s just superb sad because she have this pretty face but with acne all over it, hay poor girl! I just wish our skin problem will be treated soon! Very soon!

Due to bad weather (typhoon then the sun will shine then rain again), my skin is breaking out! I’m starting to have a couple of pimples and I’m afraid it will lead to acne. Oh no! :??

I’ve been observing for the last few days the effects of different soaps that I’m using for my face but unfortunately most of them doesn’t clear my skin. Now, I’m researching for what’s best to use because who wants pimples / acne, right? My friends are recommending some pimple treatment products. Well, I hope it works.. I will also Google the best acne treatment later just to be sure on what to use.

I really hate it when I have pimples. I wish we no longer have bad weather anymore because bad weather is always equal to bad skin days. Hmmph!

A month ago, I received a bad news from my friend Jen about her dad who’s suffering from a cancer. I knew exactly how she felt when she learned that her dad has cancer. My brother suffered from cancer, too. He had a Leukemia and sadly he did not survived. His life was cut short, he was only 15 years old when he went away.
Jen’s dad is suffering from malignant Mesothelioma and she’s really devastated! I searched the web and apparently there’s no known cure for malignant Mesothelioma but there’s chemotherapy or radiation treatment to help the patient. Jen told me that sometimes she just wanted to give up but I told her to be strong because her family needs her, specially her dad. Hearing problems like this makes me cringe from sadness. I hope Jen will not lose hope or give up.