I have a sore throat and colds. This is really irritating! My throat is super itchy, I want to cough out loud every minute to ease the itchiness but it just makes it worst. I also have a runny nose and I had difficulty breathing because of this. I had a sore throat and colds because I kept on drinking icy cold water. I can’t stand the heat so I have to drink an icy cold one. I also love eating halo-halo which makes the matters worst. Hay! I wish I could just shoo this away.

Last Saturday, I had so much fun. My highschool friends and I had a reunion and we really really had a blast! Before the day of the reunion I was kind of anxious to attend because I’m still biggie and I’m really shy about it. Seeing my friends though made me feel at home so anxious-shy-me is gone! We chatted nonstop, laugh like there’s no tomorrow and of course, we took pictures as remembrance. I really had a great time!

Finally the photos were uploaded to facebook and to my horror – I look like a cow!!! Okay, I’m exaggerating but seeing myself sooo big is horrible. A girl in our batch is bigger than me but in pictures I look bigger than her! So horrible! Those pictures is an eye-opener, I need a quick weight loss program or something that would help me become skinny fast! Sigh! I really hope that next time we’ll see each other again, I’m not the fat lady anymore. Help!

My friend’s house had been robbed! Imagine the horror that she experienced when she saw all her things scattered around the house. Thank God she’s not in the house when that horrible thing happened because thinking about it – she might get hurt or even more!

After the state of shock, she found out that a lot of her stuffs were gone. All her jewelries, money, iphone and other important gadgets or things that she bought with her hard earned money. I told her to get a home security systems because this gadget will protect her house or better yet – will protect her. She told me that she really intend to get one asap! She already reported the incident to the police and I wish, really wish that the robber will be found soon!

I chatted with my cousin Kurt yesterday and we were talking about his friend. His friend is a nice guy but he got involved in a crime. Kurt’s friend had a girlfriend and the girl is a flirt. She always hit on other guys eventhough she already had a boyfriend. Kurt’s friend caught her on the act and because of extreme anger, he accidentally killed the guy. Now the family of the guy had filed a murder case against him. Kurt’s friend hired an Oklahoma City lawyer to look on his case.

This is a sad news, a disturbing news actually because if not for his girlfriend, he will not go to jail. I really don’t get it, why do men fall for flirty women? Is it because of their bodies? C’mon that’s stupid or does it really mean that women are just more intelligent than men? I’m really disturb.

I’m having wedding nightmares! My bestfrieng is getting married and I’m gonna be her maid of honor. This is my first time to be a maid of honor and it’s not that big deal except that I’m having nightmares wearing gowns! Don’t get me wrong, I love gowns, I love stylish clothes but unfortunately I cannot wear them – yet.

I’m huge as in fat and I’m sick of it! I want to be skinny and it is sooo hard to be one! I’m like dieting today, exercise tomorrow then eat like a pig the next day. It’s always a cycle and I can’t help it! I need determination, to focus but it’s really hard..

My bestfriend will marry this year – on May to be exact. She’s very busy with the wedding preparation and because of that she’s neglecting her skin. She’s prone to acne and sadly it’s all coming back to her face again.

The other day she’s in a huge panic when she saw her face. There were pimples on her cheeks and forehead. She’s asking for my help and of course, as her maid of honor, I want her to be the most beautiful bride ever! I made a research, asked some friends and they told me about Proactiv solution. I told my bestfriend about thisproactiv solution. I hope this will help her with her skin problem. hay, pimples / acne sucks!

My friend Rachel is pregnant. She’s almost on her third month and she’s not ecstatic about it. Sad. She got pregnant by her boyfriend who doesn’t have any plans of whatsoever to her. Another thing is that her family doesn’t know yet. Poor girl!

Lately, she’s been so stressed out that she’s vomiting non-stop. We, her friends, are worried because she’s always feeling sick and she’s becoming too skinny. I hope that her boyfriend will be a man enough to take care of her. I also pray that she will get a lot of support from her family once they found out. Rachel is one of my closest friend in school and as her friend, I hate to see her sooo troubled and always space out. I hope to see again the Rachel that I’ve known very soon.

I opened my Facebook yesterday and I read from my highschool classmate’s wall that he’s asking for prayers because one of our classmate (his buddy) had a car accident the other night. Poor guy! I hope he recovers fast and he’ll be okay soon! I also pray that he had a car insurance to cover the bills because we experience one and it’s not-so-good news if you don’t have an insurance.

My cousin had a car accident a few months ago and it’s really a mess. All the bills had piled up – hospital bills and car repairs. After that accident, it had opened our eyes to get an insurance for everything. Now, my cousin had finally got a car insurance and it’s a good thing because he no longer worries for car accidents/repairs anymore. It’s nice to have an insurance, it’s like having a security blanket that makes you worry no more!

I am an addict! My gosh, I’m an addict with FB games! I can’t stop playing which is really bad because it’s eating a lot of my time! Lately, I’m also becoming lazy and all I can think about is how to level up or how to get more coins… Hay, need to wake up and comeback to reality. I need also to remember that laziness or spending so much time playing will not do me any good! And speaking of coins, I think I need a lot of that in reality especially now that Christmas is just around the corner.

Will somebody please shout “Earth to Phoebe!!! Wake up and do your job!” Stop playing FB games and be productive!”

My friend Nibby called the other day and she told me the bad news about her dad. Uncle Bon (Nibby’s dad) suffered a heart attack and was hospitalized for almost a month. That is sooo sad. I also scolded Nibby for not telling me about it, I could have visit or do something to help her…

Nibby told me that it was so chaotic and she didn’t tell me since she knows how I hate going to the hospital since mom died but I told her it’s different. Yes, I hate going to hospitals but visiting her dad and comforting her family is exemption to the rule. I also learned that the insurance of her dad had save them from paying the hospital bills. After we talked, I called my Aunt Cara and told her about Nibby”s dad. My aunt is Nibby’s godmother and their families are good friends. She’s shocked about the sad news and asked about Uncle Bon’s health and about the family. We chatted for a while then I told her how I realized the importance of having an insurance. She told me that she and her hubby are searching for term life insurance quotes that night. She asked about everybody then after learning that everyone’s fine, we finally said goodbye.

Having an insurance is really important so I think I also need to search for one. Bye for now!

My friend is very pretty but now she’s having an acne attack due to bad weather. Yup, we have the same problem – bad weather = bad skin but her face is worst! She already have acne and that makes her soo irritable most of the time. Well, who wouldn’t? A pretty face with clear skin but now have acne, yikes! :undecided

She’s also been doing a research about acne and how to treat it. It’s just superb sad because she have this pretty face but with acne all over it, hay poor girl! I just wish our skin problem will be treated soon! Very soon!

Due to bad weather (typhoon then the sun will shine then rain again), my skin is breaking out! I’m starting to have a couple of pimples and I’m afraid it will lead to acne. Oh no! :??

I’ve been observing for the last few days the effects of different soaps that I’m using for my face but unfortunately most of them doesn’t clear my skin. Now, I’m researching for what’s best to use because who wants pimples / acne, right? My friends are recommending some pimple treatment products. Well, I hope it works.. I will also Google the best acne treatment later just to be sure on what to use.

I really hate it when I have pimples. I wish we no longer have bad weather anymore because bad weather is always equal to bad skin days. Hmmph!

A month ago, I received a bad news from my friend Jen about her dad who’s suffering from a cancer. I knew exactly how she felt when she learned that her dad has cancer. My brother suffered from cancer, too. He had a Leukemia and sadly he did not survived. His life was cut short, he was only 15 years old when he went away.
Jen’s dad is suffering from malignant Mesothelioma and she’s really devastated! I searched the web and apparently there’s no known cure for malignant Mesothelioma but there’s chemotherapy or radiation treatment to help the patient. Jen told me that sometimes she just wanted to give up but I told her to be strong because her family needs her, specially her dad. Hearing problems like this makes me cringe from sadness. I hope Jen will not lose hope or give up.

Last September 12, I wrote about my student who was bullied by a girl (his classmate). Yesterday he was bullied again but this time by a Grade 6 student who is just half of his size! :??

This is getting worst because my student was just changing clothes in the Comfort Room for their Club when this bully threw his ID in the toilet bowl for no apparent reason! That’s bananas! At first, I thought the bully just threw his ID in the sink / floor that’s why the ID lace got wet but when I learned that he threw it in the toilet bowl, ah heaven forbid, I even touched that lace! Yikes! Thank God we have antibacterial soap in our room! I’m sooo mad when I confronted the bully and I reported his disgusting behavior to his Class Advicer. The bully was sent to the OSA for disciplinary action.

When we got back to the room, I scolded my student for being bullied again. He’s 6’2” ft. tall and the bully is just around 4’4″, just a midget compared to him! If I didn’t learned about what happened, my student wouldn’t even do anything at all! He has mild retardation but that’s not an excuse not to act specially when someone’s hurting him! I told him that there are times that he needs to fight back or do something on his own. I told him that if he’s always like that – always helpless and not doing anything – everybody will bully him! I made him promise that that’s the last time he will be bullied because I would really snap if there will be a third time!

Last Friday, I got so mad at my student that I sent him out of the room.  My student  has mild retardation with learning disability. He’s just in fifth grade but he’s already 16 years old. I sent him out of the room because I got so annoyed with his attitude. He slammed the door on my face in front of other teachers! When I asked what his problem was, he didn’t even talk instead he gave me an angry face. I was superb embarrassed by what he did so I made him leave the room and told him to come back when he’s ready.

One of the regular teacher noticed him sulking outside and tried asking him why he was there but he didn’t answer. She left him alone. After a few minutes, I went out and talk to him about his attitude. I was getting really mad because of what he did and when he didn’t talk, that’s the time I started scolding him and my voice was getting really loud! He knew that I’m sooo mad but still no answer! I started enumerating things that could made him behave like that then suddenly I blurted out if somebody bullied him, that’s the time he’s started nodding his head and became teary eyed. I cannot believed that he was bullied by his classmates because he’s almost 6’1″ tall and his classmates are like midgets compared to him. Also, he’s the lovable type, so who would bully him? He started crying and he’s bending over so I could see his face because I’m only half of his size. I am so ready to fight scold the student who bullied him so I gave him guy names but he was shaking his head, I gave up and started with  girls then he nodded! Uh-oh! What he was bullied by a girl?! I cannot believe it! He told me that he teases the girl and she slapped him in his shoulder,  he got hurt that’s why he became mad. He cannot expressed properly how to react or handle the situation so he just banged the door.

My anger vanished and was replaced by sympathy. That’s the first time that I saw him crying and I didn’t see the tall guy anymore instead I saw a  child who’s asking me to help him deal with his classmate. When he already calmed down, I talked to him about his attitude. I told him that next time he should tell me that he’s mad instead of banging the door or throwing things that he’s holding. He promised to do that. When were done talking, he looked so helpless again and he wanted me to go with him in his room. I accompanied him and talked to his classmate. When everything’s settled I left him and saw that he’s happy again.

I got sad by what happened. He’s 6 feet tall and he cannot even protect himself from people half of his size. Sometimes I got sooo tired of dealing with SPED students but when I think about what happened – him and his helplessness.. Who would protect them aside from their family? That’s really a sad thing..

Yesterday, I’m not feeling well but I still go to school. After an hour I couldn’t help it, the pain’s unbearable so I went home. I have a severe stomach ache that for a minute I’m twitching in pain, another minute I couldn’t move at all. :?? Hay! I hate it so much when my tummy’s aching.
Now, I’m feeling slightly better and I just Googled stomach ache remedies in case I experience one again.. I learned that when you have a stomach ache, eat a mustard or have a teaspoon of vinegar and after a few minutes, the tummy ache is gone. I know it’s kinda eewww but it’s better to endure a minute of yuckiness than double over in pain. :undecided I will try the vinegar if my tummy aches again. I hope this is really a stomach ache remedy!

CHEATERS!

A while ago, I was browsing the OMG week in photos and saw LeAnn Rimes and Eddie Cibirian flaunting their relationship publicly now after the latter filed for divorce. As if they’re not seen together before, remember the Malibu trysts and despite the media circus that followed, the cheaters was carelessly seen together when they were at a bar together in the Staples Center during a Lakers semi-finals game in May. Huh! I really like LeAnn Rimes before all the cheating rumors or before she cheated with her husband! Shame on her for doing that! S!*t! And that D-lister loser, Eddie Cibirian, who also cheated with his wife whom he had children with, ages 6 and 2. What a douche! And so sad for the kids for having a dad like him!
I really don’t understand why people are cheating with their spouses. If you’re not happy anymore then by all means file for a divorce instead of flaunting the affair publicly and hurting too many people in the process! I can’t imagine how these homewreckers people can sleep soundly at night?! :??

I’m sorry but I don’t really understand why there are people who ruin other people’s lives. I know when there’s temptations around, it’s so hard to resist but it’s not enough reason not to use your head! :nerdy

Here are the photos of “the cheaters” and their spouses exes whom they blatantly fool!

the cheater with her husband Dean Sheremet

the loser, cheating with his wife Brandi Glanville

I’m so pissed earlier because of the two b!@#$es at my work. I’m so tired, angry and stressed out! I really don’t know what to do or how to deal with them. Then I saw my special box and opened it, and it says..

In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity.

I’m so comforted by reading these words. I’m a bit depress and confuse right now, I really don’t know which path I’m going to take. I need a lot of time to think. I need peace of mind and serenity. I specially need lots of patience to deal with those monsters. And by reading the message inside my special box calmed me down and comforted me. I found peace and serenity at the moment..