I’ll be getting my first salary for this year and I have been thinking of buying something – a remembrance for my frist 2010 salary. I’ve been thinking of buying shoes or a bag. I guess it will still depends on my budget.

I really love collecting bags and shoes. If only I have lots and lots of money, I will always be at the mall or searching online just to buy these two products. Earlier, I saw from Bluefly a BCBG Max Azria, these are cute shoulder bags and hobos. Oooh, I’m dying to buy one! I’ll definitely save money and grab the stylish one. Good luck to me!!!

Earlier I had a great time. I just saw the movie Avatar in IMAX theater and it’s the coolest thing ever! After the movie, me and my sisters do a little shopping and I’m in my awesome mood. I’m super happy and the word “tired” was not in my vocabulary.

When we went home, we go directly to my grandparents house for our annual reunion and everything’s great. We were laughing hard, eating delicious foods and our dads / guys were drinking. So in short, everything’s merry until my sister called our Ninin (the baby in our home) because she’s with her parents in the province. My sister just wanted to know if she’s fine or how was she. Lo and behold, our poor baby’s crying non-stop! At first, her mom told my sister that Ninin just woke up and she’s in a bad mood – something like that. Ninin’s asking for me but during that time I was not available to talk to her. When I was free from all the minglings, I called her and good heavens, my heart broke when I heard her crying!!! She cannot even speak well and she’s telling me that she wanted to go home. I’m getting teary eyed at that time and then her mom was on the line and she told me that Ninin’s crying because she’s hurt.

I’m like, what?!! When I asked what happened, her mom told me that her hand got pinned on the wheel (a bike or something). I was really upset and cannot control myself from crying when I heard her voice again. She cannot even speak and she’s asking me to take her home which makes me so helpless because she’s too far away!!!

Ninin is not ours and we know that. We love her so much that she’s like a real sister or sometimes a daughter to me! I’m really upset about what happened. My day ends badly and that’s because of my love for Ninin. I cared so much about her and it really upsets me when her parents doesn’t treat her right or not responsible enough for her. I really hope she’s okay now and I miss her so much already although it’s just a day that she’s not with us. Hay what a day!